sah::her fairytale nick::

cheryl is kinda WEIRD!!

2009-11-07T06:11:00.000-08:00

cheryl says:
haha still
today felt like butter in the afternoon
haha i kept thinking of food like kueh as well
haha
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
buttttttttterrrrrrrrrr?????????????
cheryl says:
haha like the water and arms?
haha
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
BUTTER?
like BUTTER and kaya toast?!!!
cheryl says:
haha yea?
haha sorry weird comparison
how about kueh?
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
kueh is so freaking hard compared to WATER!!
how can you ever swim through KUEH?!!!!!!
cheryl says:
haha shui gan lah!!!
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
...
cheryl says:
haha i dunno?
i was hungry!

fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
this is so going on my blog!! haha
cheryl says:
haha i was hungry!
but i did manage to get my carrot cake later for dinner
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
haha go see my blog later!
cheryl says:
haha so it was a direct interpretation of my stomach wishes
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
yr comparison is HORRIBLE!
cheryl says:
haha that's why i dont take lit
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
haha
cheryl says:

define later?
fairytales and happy endings were never meant to be says:
NOW! a few mins.. let me copy and paste

2009-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

2nd day of school was like.....
wth! pls dont make any of the test on 12th jan! i dont want my birthday to be a sad one:(
here you go,summer! put all the photos on your blog or fb! i dont care. haha

crazy night out

2008-12-23T07:40:00.000-08:00

Omg. Time really flies when you’re having fun! How I wish last night, erm, no, this morning didn’t have to end :( I wanna go cheryl’s house again!!

Okay, so we went to cheryl’s house for sleepover, but it was actually a surprise birthday party for abby and Cheryl. Cum Christmas party.. viv and kim organized the treasure hunt game. Haha and it was damn lame.. take photos on every level, find clues and the ‘safety stone/pebble’

The plan (brief): Amanda and xue shan were the baits. Xue shan is supposed to be lost and can’t find the MCcafe at downtown east. Chern hwee was suppose to find her. Then viv, kim, Amanda and I were supposed to waste some time in cheryl’s room. Then Amanda had to stall Cheryl in wherever they’re having dinner while the 3 of us went to buy groceries, pack cheryl’s room and decorate it:DD Abigail was suppose to come at 10? But she was freaking early!

But we managed to surprise them in the end:)

Yupp. Then we ate and drink the food we bought and blah blah blah.. prepared water ballons for the abby and xue shan,with kim viv. Then chern hwee took over kim half-way. And we did the ultimate water balloon.. It was freaking heavy. When I lifted it up to put it in the paper bag chern hwee was holding the whole thing broke.. Then kept laughing. Haha, and when the paper bag broke, we were laughing like mad! The whole toilet was like flooded!! went to downtown’s cheers and see if we could buy any drinks.. haha it’s super funny.. We wasted like so much time there asking passer-bys to help us, but to no avail :( we gave up some time, cus the counter said they don’t sell drinks after 12midnight!! Bleaghxz xP we had no choice but to walk to the park with our water ballons:) the super huge one!! Took the light sticks on the ground, Sat at the bbq pits, listening to music, abby trying out the present Amanda gave her. Throwing water bombs which viv got whacked on her back.. tried to aim the super huge one at Cheryl, but it kinda failed. Oh, then halfway Cheryl, kim and I went back to take drinks, but we ended up cooking instant noodles. Just when we wanted to leave the house, the rest came back cus we took really long.. talked a lot of dumb stuffs in the kitchen, and we all decided to cycle:DD

We cycled for like 4 hours? And the chern hwee ‘stalker’ was at white sands too. Coincidence huh? He didn’t even dare to show his face to chern hwee! Met a lot of ppl while cycling, strangers.. stupid viv took so long to learn how to cycle. Haha, at least she knows how to now. Just when we wanted to wait for sun rise, this group of ppl asked if we wanted to go to the red house… they had so many ppl, and we were riding while they walk.. *frustrating* so we gave up and walked with them. yeah we went, Abby, Amanda, chern hwee, kim and I. but only 4 of them went in with the others, I didn’t even dare go near it la. I was waiting for them to go in when this guy called boyboy or sth (I don’t know his name, neither can I remember how he looks like. I only know he’s 17) ‘escorted’ me back. Accoding to Amanda and abby. ESCORTED, right… and NOPE I WASN’T WEARING ORANGE. I WAS WEARING RED. HE DIDN’T MENTION ME, DOESN’T LIKE ME AND WAS JUST BEING FRIENDLY. But on the way back he kept asking which school I was from! I didn’t even dare to tell la. And he was like, “it’s okay you can tell me I won’t laugh..” amanda and abby said he’ll be shock if I tell him.. While we waited for the others, this guy who really looks like Madeline told us some stories and wanted to do an experiment. His magic totally failed on me, cus I saw right through the trick in the beginning and he said it was his first time failing. Haha. There’s this Amanda girl from tennis, another one from sailing but I don’t know her name, jasper, wei jie.. okay I only heard these few names.. they even invited us for breakfast. out of courtesy.? But we went back to cheryl’s house us we didn’t have our wallets and laze around.

Chern hwee! I took like damn hell long to get home!!

Hmm.. thanks to everyone who made this ‘sleepover’ such a memorable one.. it’s definitely one of my most unforgettable day:D i'll load the pic on facebook:) abigail you better do it too!! oh, and luckily amanda almost banged into a BMW on a punctured bike when she was saying hi to viv and i. haah. tks for the shirt, abby! the story of how you all get it is hilarious!

the crazy wii game..

2008-11-20T17:38:00.000-08:00

arren and his present..

haha jiao lian is damn funny. and Daniel looks like he's having a fit. his whole body was shaking!!

arren's birthday

2008-11-20T17:30:00.000-08:00

the birthday boy!! haha

here you go, cheryl. you can steal the pics. i'll upload the videos later:DD

2008-10-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

2008-10-25T03:09:00.000-07:00

rahh. Chng rui min! I know you love the video:) don’t deny. Haha. And change your blogskin! It’s damn hard to read, ni shi zhu. Oh and i’ve got your sahhh song! but i dont know how to upload it here. damn! i'll let you listen to it in school.

Omg i LOVE SOFTBALL for a reason:D and I can’t believe i can hit the ball up a tree, and got a homerun. And everyone who played softball, I’ll remember how much FUN we had. From ppl in class, to ppl who made us really pissed and those who cheered for us:D

2008-10-23T11:03:00.000-07:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

i was bored, and decided to do this:D

2008-09-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

:DD i'm actually happy today.cus of something that i've been waiting for years.. yeah only you'll know it.

song for class of 2008:
"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

hmmm. only our class know what it's about. but our teachers should really sing this song to us!!

2008-09-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

omgg. CmPS is... URGH!!!!! i dont know what to say! we're rank 1st for both but we're the lousiest! wth!! and we still have to go down to SMU on thursday!! at 9.30 and we're meeting at 8am!! wl. i want my sleep!! and SMU is so freaking big. up till now, i still dont know which building we're going to. let's see, the last time we met at city hall now we'll be meeting at dhoby ghaut. so it's like right at the other end?! okay, let's just hope we'll be all in the mood to eat at cafe cartel! and make delicious food for Audrey again:DD
went to take neoprints with Rui Min and Audrey after a whole day of CmPS! the photos are okay, except that to me, it looks like we're all wering eye liner. our eyes are soooo dark!! haha. and Mr yeoh's dog! damn noisy la. we couldn't even enter his house.. oh and his pie wasnt that bad..

2008-08-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Rahh. I don’t feel like blogging. But here goes :D tues: math, phy and Chinese! I’m screwed!!! Ok I should start mugging for math!!

Hi Alethea:D and say hi to your mum too! Since you said, she read my blog!

Oh man. My head is empty! 1 more day till we know the results!! GO CmPS TEAM! And Mr Yeo who’ll be our ‘friendly tour guide’ to Melbourne if we get in! My mum’s there now:( unfair!! She’s in Sydney and will be going Melbourne!! Cheat my feelings!

Oh I forgot. Mel!! Yesterday was the 1 month anniversary :D I think it’s working. Like seriously, for the first time.

Eeyur. You’re a big bad scary meanie monster! BLEAGHXZ.

2008-07-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

see! Mr Yeoh is talented! it's just a few strokes and my name looks 3D right?!!

and what we did after sylvia and val abandoned us for training.

valerie was sad:(

then she became happy!

Mr Yeoh DREW IT! haha:DD he's damn funny!

ruimin wrote this!

2008-07-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

AUSTRALIA! I really hope our CmPS group get in! Went to Mr Yeoh’s house on Saturday to re-do everything. I LOVE the camwhoring part:D and together with a teacher! Haha although he didn’t wanted to be in any of the pictures! His chicken wing was nice!! And if I stay there, it’ll def get fat! Haha. His dog is so OVERWEIGHT! 4 out of 5 of us are scared of dogs and we’re doing stray animals?! Yeahh, cool right? But we changed it to wildlife.

'my 'baywatch' one. I dont look like any baywatch person! but this pic is nice:D

my idea again:DD

my idea:D

audrey looks retarded! haha

the one with the weird black dot!

advertising again!

ruimin advertising the kanga..

2008-07-23T08:42:00.000-07:00

Oh no! I think I screwed up English speech! Yeah I may be daring but I’m not brave! And i got stage fright!! We got miss ng too:D yeah she’s damn nice! When we stood up to greet her, she went-“you don’t have to greet me. Just say hi.” What a nice and friendly teacher huh? At least she wasn’t one of those scary teachers. Imagine if she asks me a question and I just stand there?!! She makes me feel as if I’m talking to a friend:) I think my answer was damn swimmer-like or something. At the end, she was like- ‘are you a swimmer?’ haha at least my questions were much easier than lin’s! And Juliet’s the PRO! I swear, never in my whole life will I be able to speak like her! Prefect.. haha.

Can’t you just back off?

I keep hoping it will all just...go away.
But it won’t. It doesn’t. When I close my eyes and go to sleep, I keep hoping that when I open them again, it will have been a terrible nightmare.
Only it never is. Everytime I wake up, my heart is still bleeding terribly, and we’re still...

Seeing you totally exhausted me.
Just living exhausts me.
Maybe this time, when I wake up, it really will all turn out to be a bad dream.

2008-07-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

I JUST DONT WANT TO GET INTO ONE! WHY CAN’T ANYONE GET THAT DRILLED INTO THEIR BRAIN?! I SWEAR I DONT WANT IT! EVEN IF IT’S YOU WHO ASK, I’LL STILL SAY NO! AND YOU’RE NOT HELPING EITHER. YOU ALL LEAVE ME WITH NO CHOICE! I CANT HANDLE IT AT ALL. IT’S NOT LIKE I SAID MINE OUT LOUD RIGHT?!

2008-07-20T03:41:00.000-07:00

Training at CSC is actually quite fun:D although all the small girls are damn fast, they made me worked so much harder! 2 consecutive days doing gym:( my whole body is aching. And jiao lian let the younger ones play basketball! Haha she knows I won’t run for the ball so she made me do gym! And stupid arren get to play! At least she still remembers I like Ouyang Kunpeng:D

Crap Goondo! Guess who? Cheryl Goh la, duhh.. cus she named me Stupid Loser (SL) and who’s the loser today? Haha. Your whole bag was wet, GOONDO! And Xiao Li is X-tra Loser no. 2! But Crap Goondo is the one and only one:D

Cheryl ho! Learn properly la. You use all real initials I don’t even need to use my brains also know who M and F are.. haha. My diary is damn cool right? No one will know what I’m talking about la. Until the day I die, no one will unravel the secrets. Unless you are like the man in pushing daisies.. then you can wake me up or make my heart talk.. haha yeah, ruimin it’s from gossip girl and princess diaries and lots and lots of different stuff put together:D and I know I’m not following my diet! Omg.. I’m such a pig:(

Wl eh. Screw you la. Cannot make then cannot make la. Childish!
And that part doesn’t exist anymore. Cus you said so.

2008-07-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

oh.my.gawd. my favourite backstroker!! Ouyang Kunpeng was tested positive! Noooo.... cheat my feelings! I really admire him due to don’t know what reason. Yuan Jiao lian even got his photos printed for me last time! Cus she happened to have his video or something. Oh whatever. Now i’m crush.. :(

why can’t one of them just be you?

2008-07-13T23:16:00.001-07:00

failed jumpshot:(

we tried again..

and again...

and AGAIN.. and we finally did it:D it's the best shot afterall.

2008-07-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

THE 3 STEPS TO BEING A BIMBO

introducing the BLACK PARADE (sec 3 batch 08)

oh a quote from marge? ' we got all 6 titles, but we're slow on land'.

2008-07-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

School nationals was great even though I screwed up the timings! 0.08 secs. Okay whatever. I haven’t been doing PBs since god knows how long, except for 50m breast in Sing Open.

This year national had so little supporters! I love the part where AC and Raffles was like having a cheer ‘war’. But they were so much louder:(

The combined dinner was AWESOME! Kristian and Andrew were really good MCs. Omg. They’re damn funny, the guys ‘catwalk’ was... amusing and the part where they had to do pole dancing for some sort of punishment! Haha damn hilarious. Yupp and ting wen got her farewell present:D you know I’m not so heartless! Yeah and you’re my best friend in sec 4 too:DD good luck for Olympics!

Our batch is the COOLEST EVER! Crazy sec 3 batch 08! Can you imagine our FAM?! We all dressed in black and jeans. See the photos on facebook! We were really high! But towards the end, all of us were dead tired and some of them still had to go back and do their bio PT. And I love batch toilet, although we failed to do the jump shot outside the toilet. Can you imagine how long I took to finish my bread?! YEARS! Tks to everyone who laughed, and xinping what’s with soaking your bread in my soup huh?! Sec 3 batch on thurs morning (what we’re supposed to be like when we go onstage during assembly): “let’s welcome the sec 3 batch! Oh but sorry, none of them is here” OR even if we did go onstage. “.......” cus all of us had sore throat and couldn’t talk. Oh but I’m glad no one was sick:D I’ll upload the videos here.

Sherlynn, xinping and selena! I am so not a bimbo just cus I tie my hair so high. It’s not very high though. The 3 steps of being a bimbo. So, xinping, have you mastered it? Haha

What’s with ppl nowadays?! 5 in a row. Should I be happy or sad? And should I say I’m lucky or unlucky?! Wth. Vivien i’m not popular! I’d rather just have 1!!

And I wish to have a sister like Melissa Stephanie Wong!
and i'm counting down to 9th aug, like you suggested.

2008-07-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

omg. i didn't realise that both my events are tmr!! :( i wanna swim on wednesday! and my bio PT is screwed.

2008-07-06T23:49:00.000-07:00

okay i know i havent been updating. but the PTs are driving me insane! it's mad!! why must nats be this week?!!! when all the PTs are due! and i dunno how i'm taking math PT, cus it's on wednesday!
and nats? i deproved again. damn it! my life is so screwed! whatever, i'm only looking forward to farewell dinner, cus ting said she'll be back in time! jingwen! you better come to CSC!!
dance concert was great:DD the photos are in facebook tks to rui min!now that she got in for her selections it's my turn:( "sports is like a war, without all the shooting". Ruimin, is the quote right? haha i wont be there for english!! and that means i'll be missing the FA for english. right?!
omg. EVE NG! tks for helping me burrow the IT girl storybooks! i dont see why everytime i go there i cant even find one, but when you're there,all the books are there! stupid girl, haha but I still love you:D

2008-06-28T23:58:00.000-07:00

We’ve been having pre-depression sessions after training these few days. if there is even such a word as pre-depression. ting wen made it up. Seriously, we are really crazy. Talking about stuffs and laughing for no reason. Talking about gossip girl with the guys. AND CAMERON CAN REMEMBER THE STARTING LINES OF THE EPISODES! Ok fine. I’m a loser. I didn’t know that Thursday morning had no training and I went down in the morning! but that’s cus I didn’t go for training on Wednesday!! okay, ting wen I can see you pointing and laughing AGAIN! and you can still say-“ I wonder which loser will come for training.” whatever. Okay and there’s a whole lot of other stuffs but I can’t remember cus we really did talk a lot. and if to me, is a lot, it’ll be like a freaking dictionary of words for you. Fine that doesn’t make sense but whatever! I really really don’t wanna leave you guys. I don’t think I’ll even like morning trainings anymore. not that I ever like it in the first place.. At least there’s like a whole group of people who are ‘suffering’ with you. It doesn’t feel that bad. 1 more day and it’ll be all over.

oh and that day Mr Tee said- “ stand properly. chest in stomach out!” and everyone started laughing! omg BOONYI I’M NOT THAT FLAT!!

then I’ll really really get over it. EVE NG! this time it’s for real!

2008-06-12T01:11:00.000-07:00

see i'm carrying my 'husband' and i look so sad. that's why i need a 'boyfriend'.

2008-06-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS PICTURE:D

2008-06-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B!
I’m sorry, I didn't have the time to blog after coming back from the hotel. omg tks for the coolest sleepover ever! We’re the best man! 4 of us (you, RM, eenette, and I) to a single size bed. Des, rach ang and c ho on the other bed and they're still complaining! I'm sorry I went there so late, I had to stay back to see if my teammates got into Olympics. But still even though I was late, with me there, your birthday was a blast right?! haha. and the photos we took were Awesome, with a capital A:) omg, go see the photos on facebook! Chng Rui Min, you had better upload them on facebook!

Stupid Orchard close so early.. We wanted to go coffeebean at 12, but it was closed! So we ended up walking over to Macs aimlessly, and just sat there without ordering anything, told you we are the best! Yeah, but after a while, Rach went to buy Mcflurry and nuggets, still say wanna lose weight! haha.

Oh and I saw his really cute guy who was kinda hot too. yupp at 12 midnight at Macs:) I swear he was checking us out and I can totally sense the ‘eye-contact’ thing. I knew cus when we were taking photos, he was obviously looking! As we walked out, and I being curious turned to see if he was looking and I saw him smiling:DD so the most courteous thing I had to do was smile back right? yeah, I did that. See I’m so well-mannered:) I bet you none of you even noticed anything! Having big eyes ain’t that bad, I guess, cus all of you didn’t even seem to have notice him.

My sleeping position was the best man! Sleep also can feel tired, wth right? We should have watched horror movies, then it’ll be damn fun! Oh and tks for buying my favourite peanut butter M&Ms! Boon Yi, I didn’t realize you’re so thoughtful! Remembering what I like to eat in class:) and I seriously think that we’ll grow damn fat if we continue eating like this! Even the weighing scale hates B and RM! It read like 59kg for both of them (in Cheryl’s house). Cheryl and I were surprisingly lighter than they were!

I love the part where we were all wearing our training shirt and went out to walk when Eenette had a plastic bag. It felt like we were some homeless teens or rebel who ran away from home:D oh and when Eenette mum said that we looked like we were on sale when we were sitting on the steps. haha. We totally failed to make ourselves drunk:( okay maybe cus we were drinking some peach flavor drink. Overall, we still ROCK!

2008-05-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

if his guitar is his girlfriend. then my violin is my husband and my piano is by boyfriend:(

2008-05-10T02:18:00.000-07:00

MYAs are FINALLY OVER! okay I know it’s a bit late, since I’m catching up on gossip girl.. I know I practically screwed up everything, the only hope I have is Physics!!! and when the paper comes back, and the result isn’t what I’m hoping for, I’ll just jump down the freaking building!! okay enough about exam already, my head is killing me, all I wanna do is watch gossip girl:D and stop missing training even though I totally hate it! but still, I love it for other reasons:)) and guess what? I really screwed up MEP!

went to Plaza Sing after math paper on Wednesday, and on the bus, I actually told Cheryl that the Istana was the white house!! Math had really killed my brain cells! and ruimin was laughing and said- “ Singapore has a white house?!” fine.. but still, she made us go all the way down to PS and cathay!! which all the shops are still closed! so we went back to orchard.. Cheryl Ho, Rui Min, Boon Yi, Chriselle and Yun Rui:D and we were talking about ghosts!! yeahh. watched over her dead body and halfway, Chriselle started saying that someone was tugging her shirt?! it was either Boon Yi or it was really a ghost. Rui Min, Boon Yi and I laughed like mad and surprisingly, the show was good:DD oh and I went out with pigs! haha. they ate so freaking much! after rui min ate her burger, she still wanted pizza! then after everything I went to toa payoh library. to borrow princess diaries:D

went out again with Cheryl rui min and boon yi on Friday? yeahh should be, we watched what happened in Vegas! saw Rachel Ang , and Desiree they all again! oh but halfway, after lunch or breakfast, whatever. Boon Yi mum called her and asked her to go home cus her mum was pissed or something.. so it was left with cheryl, rui min and I..

Kelly! satisfied? you can go on and tell the CE teacher all about my “amusing” life man. oh and tell her my boyfriend is freaking HOT and GORGEOUS! and tell her not to be jealous cus I’m sure one day, people will be so-into-her-life-like-she-is-so-into-mine! thanks:DD

something this beautiful, deserves to be seen on someone worthy of its beauty.

and who am I? that’s a secret I’ll never tell. you know you love me,

xoxo

gossip girl.

2008-04-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

You Are ... MARTY

You are known by everyone for obvious reasons. You are the prettiest one in the group &+ you have a very good taste in style &+ in boys! You can always be seen with the leader (Rizzo). But just remember that what you have might be the best thing for you.

took this quiz on facebook. see VIVIEN I TOLD YOU MY TASTE IS THE BEST!! don't believe me, and go order the stupid honey almond milk tea. my ICE-BLENDED GRAPE WITH GREEN APPLE JELLY rock man. some more say,-"I'm sure it'll taste like green apple lah." don't judge a book by its' cover!! my drink look disgusting, but it tasted a million times better than yours! haha

2008-04-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

oh no i'm really dying. monday- fever and today? vomitted everything i ate for lunch. crap it''s only like how many days. uurgh violin tmr, i might as well die!!

2008-03-31T01:01:00.000-07:00

had COE dinner last night:) it was nice, but me head felt like it was gonna tear into 2. the photos were really really nice and i bet john will look at it on the plane:D when i said hi to hom yesterday, he went sth like, sarah! you're the missing link.. and on thurs morning he said- oh sarah, i thought you've gone to heaven. yea sth like that. i know i've been missing trainings, sorry. and when i said bye to him yesterday? -"you're training tmr right?" then i shook my head... but i'm sick! fever, flu, cough, anything you can possibly name.
the PNP, haha. i'm lucky:DD I'd always wanted a picture with you. but the space seems to get bigger, and soon we'll both own GAP! not seeing you for less the 2 weeks makes me sick, not seeing for god-knows-how-long from now? it's gonna kill me. someone, save me. I think I'm starting to lose myself and fade into the darkness. In short? I'm dying:( As if things weren't juicy and complicated enough already!

2008-03-31T00:51:00.000-07:00

ASEAN CUP was great, not the timings, but yea the trip overall. we didnt have to do the dance cus there wasnt any wire to connect the ipod to the speakers.. our song? 'it's too late to apologize' the food? i've got no comments, at least it got better over the days. I've got the pictures of the unique cherries! swimming with Amanda and Adeline was hell man. jump in straught away lose alr. haha, okay, got to know more ppl and got closer to some. smacking others boobs has become the new trend:DD seriously. I've got like more nicknames!! uurrggh. boobpoker(by cass; haha i wonder what it'll be next yr:D) , concave (by richard), wl even worse than what Boon Yi gace me-flat. now everyone is calling me concave!!
SHIT! next yr's ASEAN CUP will be held in Singapore. why cant it be in Malaysia?! urggh. It will be so boring in Singapore. oh well, at least the last night was fun even though it was some sort of a disaster. That's life, aft you break, you'll most certainly wont be friends. but to the extent of fighting?! that's damn bad la. and I'M NOT EVIL! you are! i think i'll post the pics on facebook. it's much easier:D
omgg. ppl really have nth better to do! get your own life, and out of mine! wah lao, piss off man!

math test? okay it really suck!! less than 5 ppl passed? wth. kelly go and complain.

2008-03-21T17:37:00.000-07:00

in the hotel lobby now cus i've got no event in the morning:DD yes!! I'M NOT LAST FOR 100 BACK!! haha the timing is not bad, as i didnt swim back since god knows how long. 1:21!! haha at least it wasn't like 1:40 cus i was positive that i wont even finish 100. okay the lift is freaky. there's once, a few soccer guys got stuck in the lift and they started pressing the lift. and when we took the lift, the door didn't want to close, so i went out, then suddenly Chriselle started screaming and all of them came rushing out. we haven't even started learning the dance. and my syupid brother went like,- "nvm, i'm a very talented dancer..."
hmm.. that's all for now. i'l update the pics when i go back:)

2008-03-18T06:23:00.000-07:00

oh.my.gosh. it rained for like 4 consecutive days after John said he was leaving!! i'll put the pictures up after ASEAN cup. I've always dread training, but now, I actually feel sad that there's no more hard sets:( I think i'm gonna miss COE when April starts:(( oh well, I wish John all the best in Hong Kong.
It feels like Heaven now!! Thee's no training tomorrow morning, i'm not going for LJ tomorrow, and I actally have the time to sit in the hall with the aptop on my lap to type this!! YESS! dont have to wake up at 5 or 6.30:DD I think I'll wake up at 12, eat my lunch then go to the airport, just like what Lin said:) oh and before that, I've got to go down to 37 degree to get sth.
I'm so gonna embarrass myself for 100 back! hope this year ASEAN cup will be fun even without Mel and Darren. They made ASEAN cup such a memorable one. yupp and there's always AMA going! leaving at 5 tomorrow!! wth so late la. haha but since I haven't started packing, I dont mind the flight time. I hope thre's step up 2 on the plane:DD

Bio report's by tomorrow! sorry guys, but I'm not going. You all have to suffer tonight in front of the computer while I stuff everything into my luggage! Trip Science was hell today! Mentally and physicaly. I literally roam around the school in search for the class for Physics. and all 3 sciences were in the lab! whoo at least bio had no time limit. CE? stupid Rui Min anyhow throw the dice! WTH. tks man.v

who're you to protect me? I didn't even said I wanted your protection in the first place. It's him not you, freak! get your face out of my sight! AND HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY I'M NOT A LESBIAN!! omg, get off my back man! i'm attracting the wrong gender! and it's not just one! I'm used for examples since sec 1 after being caught holding my bro's hands. blah blah blahh. sec 2? oh it's good to have a good relationship with your siblings.... okay that's not so bad. sec 3? oh yeahh tks, my life is so entertaining. from chinese to CE! gosh, dont ppl have better things to do?! Can't you get your own life!!?? why do YOU even want to know if I have a boyfriend? or if he's hot, polo or 10 years older?! it's private!(just like how Rui Min always emphasizes on it) and you actually believe all the scandals. wow. that's easy money.
seeing him for one more time is enough:D even a smile from afar, so that I know he's alright.

2008-03-10T00:52:00.001-07:00

'The lightbulb joke'
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

*no offence to any jc/anyone

got this from my cousin's blog.

2008-02-29T05:13:00.000-08:00

It takes 3 COE girls to change the gym equipment (marcus)
3 306 girls to get ready for Chemistry equipment in the lab (Mr Lau)
10 RGS girls to change the light bulb. 1 to buy, 1 to open the box... (Mr Tee)
ANDD the whole of 306 (35 girls) to on the light in the lab. which we didn't even ON!
haha see how we're so dependent? :DD

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter ~ ( Dec 22 - Jan 19 )
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

2008-02-24T06:13:00.000-08:00

I'm suppose to message you today. but I don't have the courage to. cus i don't wanna know the outcome. even though if it'll turn out good. there's a possibility that I'll screw it up. So I'd rather leave it the way we are now and not make it worse.
*if meeting him would make him worse, I'd rather not meet him.

2008-02-23T03:38:00.000-08:00

went to watch sharkwater yesterday. had a great time in the theater. haha, Rachel ang! the place is really haunted!! you suck la, who ask you go and say? and left like 1/3 of your coke? you're damn funny. kept on laughing in the cinema and i sat beside Victoria's secret! and we went *smack*, *vfroom*, *bash*, *wham* yesterday by hitting everyone's you-know-what:D wanted to watch P.S I Love you with Liting, but I felt guilty if i never went for training, shesh no life! our whole row went "I don't wanna go training!" from wei ying all the way down to don't know who. okay time for some pics now:D

2008-02-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

The suicidal you made us have this conflict that cannot be resolved.

It’s up to you if you wanna believe me, whatever cb, it’s your fault right from the start. Who cares that you’re pissed off, f*** off man. You rather believe her to me? FINE, that explains it; you’re off my list forever. Those who’re off my list? You should know how it feels like. She’s like so fishing irritating, but you’re worst! You suck. HATE IS A STRONG WORD, BUT I REALLY DON’T LIKE YOU. And since when did I say that it happened today? Find out the facts before you scold anyone. You’re not the only one who is pissed.

If you like someone, just tell the person. You don’t have to say something that’s not true about others. Something like your crush liking XXX or XXX likes your crush. You don’t even know the girl from the start! Please, I’m sure she has much better taste than you!

You made us have this conflict that cannot be resolved.

Her ex was so much better. He was so caring, always cheering her up and always by her side.

2008-02-16T02:51:00.001-08:00


TOP 10 REASONS TO DATE A SWIMMER

1. They like it wet. 2. They dive right in. 3. Love going fast. 4. Are use to wearing next to nothing in front a group of people. 5. Breastroke is favorite to many. 6. Others like it on their back. 7. They are experts at putting on rubber and can do it fast. 8. They know how to push it and work under HARD conditions. 9. They are firm believers that practice will make you better and will at any time...day or night. 10. Are used to doing things again and again till you can't. Backstrokers do it on their backs, Breaststrokers do it underwater, Flyers do it wit their hips, IMers do it 4 ways, Freestylers do it anyway they want, Sprinters do it faster, Distance swimmers last longer, Divers do it deeper, However you put it, swimmers do it better. Others: We are able to do it on our backs or our tummys. The deeper we go the faster we get We can beat you with one stroke

2008-01-23T05:40:00.000-08:00

omgawdd! I'm actually starting to miss OBS! Juliet- she's called the PREFECT. not PERFECT.haha sry Juliet.
1st day- freaking boring! talks, belay prac, Kenny taught us how to cook, pitch tent...

2nd day-trek to camp 1, did that stupid dark tunnel thing. learnt how to capsize(is tt how it's spelt?) we saw Sembawang raining from there! super cool la. ate dinner at the canteen! which was like heaven:D then had the sea expedition talk and saw HG:DD (boon yi, haha your PSG! kelly! HG is only 12 years older not 20!) gawd, cute shit, freaking hong kong-er:) this was when the obvious scandal started, and i don't understand why I was the only one who could spot it! maybe cus the others were listening to the talk. that insensitive Kenny was talking to Mauricette, and didn't know he 'upsetted' Yan Leng!

3rd day- sea expedition. fun but tiring. Rui Min abnd I went in circles at first. seriously, we were like- no hope alr. but in the end we, boon, cheryl, deanna was way faster than the navigtors! and the campsite? no comments.. we were seriously dying! Kenny slept above Mauri and YL. haha we took the speed boat back to help the others get their bags. it was like damn heavy, and water was getting into the boat! but the trip was damn nice and we got to bath:) kayak: 16km!!

4th day- trek? 13km. to chek jawa then back to camp 2. 1st part was friggin' tiring. but later boon yi was like-'walk at the back, can talk.' haha. and here comes the gossip queen. that's what Kenny called me. we were REALLY GOSSIPING. poor YL, so sad:( and the walk back to camp 2? 100% different la. so... boon yi and I asked Kenny what's HG's name. and he went-' cute right? cute right?!' I had to say yes to get the name. and Kenny was like-'YES!' with his stupid fist! J... rock wall after trekking, wth they were trying to kill us! and I was aching all over. Boon Yi was damn motivated when Kenny said he'll go on a date with YL if she reaches the top, and she did it:) I couldn't be bothered and only my hands went pass the red line, and freaking Kenny told the belayer not to let rui min and I down from the wall! omg. we were so lucky we didn't pitch our tent cus we were "stalking" YL then it started raining:D we ate dinner at the so-called hall which was super fun:) I have the urge to type it out, but it's really sick. nvm cus ALMOST EVERYONE WHOM WE DID IT TO, NOW, HAS MAGIC FINGER TOO! POKE:D ahh i shall say it! okay I don't know why but I just started going round to poke the middle.. Deanna, Boon Yi, whatever, okay, fellow boobies, I'M SO NOT FLAT!
Richard!- 3rd row in the middle? that girl who said she was hot? she's so not horny!

5th day- i'm gonna kill Kenny! he made me wash all the mess tins and pots. luckily there's boon yi and her friend. Kenny was like- "boon yi wash one can pass. Sarah arh?" I better check. something like that. wth! look down on me. and made me use the stupid gravels on the floor to wash off the burnt marks. haha but Lin helped me. and when we were folding the tents? Kenny purposely rub the dirty tent on my hands and said-'sorry, sorry!' ftw. I bathed like everyday! and he purposely wants me to learn how to sweep, wash, fold and not scared of dirt.! Cheryl Ho helped me with sweeping:) and the sink? it was choked with rice and water and whatever that is inside. guess what? KENNY MADE ME DO IT AGAIN! hell man. I had to "dip" my fingers into the hole to take out the rice! damn gross.. and when we left- he said bye tai tai!!! wth,

RUI MIN! omg i came out with my towel wrapped around my body! you suckk!
DEANNA- it's not 20 years. you shit head!
BOON YI- i'm not flat! and it isn't pain when I sleep face down. you abnormal!
KELLY- i'm not a tai tai!
Lin- omg you're nice:) KFC WAS GREAT! with kelly too
JULIET- PREFECT! haha tks for cooking:D
CHERYL- haha. you're damn nice too:)
xiaomin izabel summer rach chin n of cus CLARINDA hahaha OMG i still cant get over it. xD yes. you all were really nice too!
and this made up the nicest group ever! BATUTTA!

from rui min's blog. which is from kelly's?
Sarah having a preference for guys 10 years (and above) older than her ;D "Wah Sarah, that means when you're P4 you liked guys 20 years and above." - LOL DEANNA.

"Jovani!" - Juliet; she wanted to call JOVINA but ended up calling her JOVANI - and she did this at least 10 times. rofl.

"Butata!" - Juliet, in an attempt to pronounce our watch name.

"Batatu!" - Juliet again HAHA.

"JULIET F-U!" - AHAHA TRISHA. She spelt Juliet's surname out - FU. lol.

"Juliet can you pass me your dog?" - Sarah. She wanted to say "torch light" or something but said "dog" instead. HAHAH OMG lah. Torch light to DOG ftw =.= Apparently she claimed to have gotten really screwed up in the mind after kayaking for many hours.

"Eh Jerry." - Sarah, trying to say JULIET. ROFL. I think she took a liking to JERRYCANS HAHA.

Boonyi: "Kenny (our instructor), how old is Jonathan (another instructor)?"
Kenny: "Uh. I think he's around 24 years old now. We just celebrated his birthday."
Boonyi: "Is he single?"
Kenny: "Yeah he is. WHY INTERESTED AH."
Boonyi: "No not me. Sarah. EH SARAH YOU GOT HOPE."

2008-01-01T23:00:00.000-08:00

The last few days of the year:)
25th- had 2 lunch! 1st: Vietnamese style, the prawn was nice but super oily. 2nd: western. turkey and lamb shoulder! the sauce? left my mouth hanging:)) and we watched '881' cus they have the disc.

26th-tuition. camfag's birthday. went there at 5 plus to watch national treasure. stupid nick chew and my brother bluff me that eve was there! wth. only got 4 guys la! my brother, nick, cam, Gareth. If they told me that they were watching 'I am legend' I would have gone earlier!!

27th- suppose to go cycling with Richard, ting and my bro. but ting couldn't make it, so we didn't go:(

28th- party at Christel's house! wth, there were 4 big dogs including pei shan's! they were BIG! and stupid Cameron keep forcing the dog so that it would get near me when we were sitting outside. Amanda was afraid too:DD

29th or is it 30th?- ting's birthday! and my stupid brother don't wanna stay longer cus he wanna go orchard!

31st- aly's party, but i couldn't make it:(( and bbq at night with my cousins!

1st- lunch at HAN's with my family and relatives. dad's side. omg the place was really noisy! and bing-jie couldn't stand it. haha. I ordered this roast chicken, bing-jie and pak-pak helped me cut it cus... i don't know. went to see phone and shop at orchard. bought this dress from hula and co. :DD

2007-12-28T00:33:00.000-08:00

omg yesterday's training was hilarious! we did this 8x15 finishing and we were suppose to hold our breath or something. then jiao lian didn't explain properly, so all the breaststrokers ended up putting our heads down. then after that one 15 that we did. jiao lian was like-" like that how to swim?"(in chinese) me and Yanni started laughing like mad! Alyy! remember this? haha. the mel sisters went training!:DD

2007-12-25T01:44:00.000-08:00

"Last Christmas"

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

2007-12-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

ahh no more breakfast at subway! :( oh well, 3 weeks training at CSC.
Saturday breakfast was really corruption! Eve and sel left, so i was left with the guys, because my dumb brother said he wanted to wait for some store to open. you can call them fags,meatballs,blur king, primary school kid. whatever. they know SO much about it. now my pure and innocent mind had a 2 days crash course on ... I'm not gonna say. camfag was the best! had 1 month talk on it in NZ. super pro man. and his friend who sits beside him does it everyday! omg. alyy, you're so wasted! and ruin.. haha it was fun though. i know what you're thinking! don't think dirty, not the talk but eating with everyone:D
gathering on Sunday was FULL! as in hungry, and full! the meat just kept coming out and after a while, all of us were like dead full. and Richard! wth la. kept on passing his ice to ppl. poor tze yang who sat beside him. poor me too! i was sitting opposite Richard, and when i turned away tze yang pour the whole glass of ice into my cup. tried putting it into Cameron's cup, but he was holding on to it so tightly. I had no choice but to ask the waiter for another glass. she looked super pissed la. then when the waiter put my new glass of water on my table that stupid camfag poured his ice into my cup! my new and clean cup! wah sit beside him can die man! haha but in the end I poured the cup on his plate. sweet revenge:DD

2007-12-12T06:01:00.000-08:00

omg! today's news was like so freaking cool. see i've got good taste:D girls from thailand went to watch the polo game because of him!! and took photos with him!! ahh! ALYY,haha. he has like 6 bookings a month for modelling! wth earn so much! ALYY, EVE i recorded it!

and Eve, i'm so not a stalker!

2007-12-03T05:37:00.001-08:00

omg!! alyssa, i cant wait for the concert!! KITARO!! must bring camera, if we can actually see his face! MATSURI is freaking nice!! ahh! at least this week wont be so bad! and i'll be gone by friday!! Richard's so funny, i wonder what breakfast will be like without him.
LEVIS POSTER! I"M SO GONNA STEAL YOU FROM ISETAN! haha. HOTTTT POSTER. it'll burn your eyes even looking at it. see how hot he is? :DDDDDDDD anw, i've got you in my phone:))

he's hot and you know it:D
you know you love me,
gossip girl

2007-11-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

Directions:
1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1.) Are you a male or female?
I met a girl by wheat
- haha i'm a male.

2.) Describe yourself:
Promiscous by Nelly
- Erm! I'm no where near the flirtatious line!

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Get right by J-Lo
- yeah man, i'm so wrong, haha

4.) Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend:
Summer Love by Justin Timberlake
- ER, i agree. it was so last season!

5.) Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:
Stayin alive by The Bee Gees
- haha:DD

6.) Describe your current location:
Cleaning out my closet by Eminem
- i'm not so free!! but i'll do it this sat!

7.) Describe what you want to be:
Jump by Madonna
- a suicidal pro! haah

8) Describe your best friend?
Eyes watering by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- we had so much fun time together:D

9.) Your favourite colour is:
Angel by Shaggy
- white! nope it's PINKK!

10.) You know that:
In The End by Linkin park
- In the end i'll get everything i wished for:DDD

11.) What is the weather like?
Last one standing by Emerson Drive
- DROUGHT! and i'm FIT!

12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Angels brought me here by Guy Sebastian
- quite true..

13) What is life to you?
Party like a rockstar by Shop boyz
- bring it on!

14.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Here i am by Marion Raven
- WOW! haha i'm not so nice!

15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Freestyle by Eminem
- eew! what type of dumb name is this?!

16.) How do you feel about the opposite sex?
Wake Up Call by Maroon 5
- WTH! whatevs.

17.) Why are you doing this survey?
Turn back time by Aqua
- i'm bored??

18.) You hate:
I'll stand by you by Carrie underwood
- TOLD YOU I"M NOT NICE:DD

19.) Describe your worst enemy:
First Time
- no comments.

20.) What's in your back pocket?
Bittersweet faith
- bittersweet sweet. more like it.

21.) What's your first thought when you wake up?
Its a beautiful life by Ace of Base
- i'm sure man.

22.) What's your point of view on immigrants coming into the country?
On the side of me by Corrinne May
- I support them!!

23.) What was the last thing you told someone?
I slept with someone in fallout and all i got was this stupid song by FOB
- cool. i won't tell anyone that! oh but if it's someone from FOB, ehmagawdd!!

taken from alyssa's blog:))

2007-09-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

i've got a, mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take my breath away, head over heels, knee shaking, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you:DD
i hope it'll be ready by the time--only both of us know of :)

2007-09-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

pictures me and keyun took during history:DD

the 1st one is a story of a girl in her room:)

the 2nd one is done by me dont read it, it's tragic.

and the 3rd one chip and dale! it was so cold they had to wear gloves as hats:DDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-09-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

omgahh!! saturday's training was the BEST ever! we played soccer. cant believe i actually enjoyed soccer.. but i was practically screaming like mad. the ball was so scary! the guys hit so HARD! at first, only the juniors played then we were supposed to swim at 6.45? then the older ppl came out and saw us playing, and decided to play with us:DD SWIMMERS PLAYING SOCCER!! haha it was really funny at one time, the ball was so high so many of us put our legs up but no one touched it! and i scored a goal!! selena too:)) tyco one. whoo the worst 2 player in the team scored! my first team was me,selena,christel,kenneth,tze yang. and the second team was me, wan ting, darryl,zhen ren,marcus,nick ho oh no i forgot who the other one was.me and wan ting were like magnets!! haha we guard the goal post:DD there's too much to be written here!

2007-09-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

whee just came back from KL! just the 3 of us, my dad,mum and me. we stopped at A&W on the trip there!(the waffle is really really nice:)) wishh we didnt have to come back, shopped the whole time there, but there isn't much thing. ohh we went to eat pork ribs at some placee, it was nice! urggh i dont want school to re-open!!

i dreamt of you again, but it's impossible..

BEST DAY OF MY LIFE:DD

2007-08-31T20:14:00.001-07:00

omgahh yesterday was THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! thanks to everyone who made my day:DD from sailors (though we didn't talk to them, but we watched ratatouiie "is that how it's spelt?") to nerds (my brother's rj friends) to hot guys (sort of..) and lastly to the EGO KOR KOR NICHOLAS.. haha..
yeahh got some info of the hot guy from nick (but i don't know if he's telling the truth?!) gawdd he's old!
what do teachers do "behind our backs"? yesterday teacher's day celebration was awesome! thanks to the male teachers, some female teachers and MRS tan was a great actor! everyone was fooled by her! we were like so scared, and i was like lucky i'm here today. she did random checks on classes ( saying students not coming to school.. and in a very very fierce way!) in the end it was a skid made by the teachers! Mr tan act like the pai students in schools, Mr yeo was like this guy who was always late and who was veryy girll! damn cool la. and i didnt know mrs loh can dance so well! and i just realised that she's very pretty:) (looks like the girl in Jay Chou's secret! the girl he doesn't like) and the teacher's "class" was 417.. and their booking was taking photos!
stayed out for like 15 hours yesterday! from 7 till 10 plus! kinda cool.. nick took so long to choose his bag!! and bought this bag that amanda tang has! thanks to me:DD it's really nice and cheap too! $43?! and another liverpool bag.. he took hours! ok fine 2, he's worse than a girl! looking at his reflections everywhere he goes..
i finally understand what's love at first sight:DDDDD

2007-07-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

omgahh!! i HATE P.S.Ls!! not PSL, but P.S.L!! PSL are nice but not P.S.Ls!! they're like totally opposite, there to piss us off. haha. Vivien! shyt! we're P.S.Ls too, haha! but we're the nice one.. vivien- stop playing your horse game before something really happens!

2007-07-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

omg! look! someone broke the shower handle!!!

IS IT HER?????

NOPE! THE NAUGHTY PERSON IS QUAH TING WEN!

haha stole this from debb's blog!!:DD it's hilarious!

2007-07-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mortal CHERYL LIM!! :DD
i hope you like the presentt!! i know you will:DDDDDDDDDD

2007-07-14T20:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEL!!
tks for the cake!!

2007-06-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

haha. omg my brother is so hilarious! that day when he was walking down the stairs he said- HI BIMBO! haha though he's irritating he can be so entertaining some times!!
oh there's 2 'gossips clubs' in coe:DD haha. one's called mosquito squad and the other one is called the gossip club/knowitall. whatever! and ting failed her interview! haha she couldn't answer anything eve asked her. her siblings are so cute:DD
sing open was a nightmare!
haha and nick was on the papers! what ace in the pool and in the lab! he's going to London and some other place!! made something with the papers in ss! HILARIOUS!! like we're praying/worshiping him! his photo with bananas 1 leaf and a Singapore flag! haha he's really smart!

2007-06-15T05:28:00.000-07:00

wahaha. SELENA got smack by the harness that day! I bet his heart must be breaking then:DD who ask her laugh at me the day before? cus she was suppose to pull the harness for me, and she pulled the 1st set BUT later the tingwen,rainer,marcus finished their set. and rainer told her that he was bored and had nothing to do! so she let him pulled me! and guess what?! he pulled so hard and fast that at the last part(near the wall) he didn't stop and i almost bang the wall!! 1cm! and i'm DEAD! luckily i had fast reactions:DD i turned my head to the side and i missed the wall:)) tks la, they were all laughing!
so selena sort of got her revenge!from me:)) not really it's actually from Leonard, cus she was pulling him and suddenly "PPIIAAAKKK" went the rope! and she got marks on her hands and legs! the after happenings were so MUCH NICER!:DD i bet his heart went "booooooom", "ccllii-aaanng"! haha:DDDDDDDDDDD

2007-06-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

SEA AGE is OVER:(( thoough i did really bad i still miss sea age! dance practice was entertanining:D especially with kenneth and shana!xD(the SHORTIE) oh and christabel too! we always laugh non-stop thanks to rainer. he's quite a nice partner though he's like super crazy! and knock me on my head when we were practising. unlike wanting's partner,kelvin, who always sit beside her:DD
omg dan dan is really funny:)) her sexy legs.haha. edith and ruth are scandalous:)) they're lots of fun when you're queueing in this long line waiting for your dinner. you get to know lots of scandals:)) and edith was like okay now we're good friends! for ruth(a nice song) : ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ!:)) haha eve- remember?
russell and peishan were so nice:DD they bought starburst for us :D
yeah!xD christabel and I both agrees that shana is the SHORTIE! yea so peck you're not the one:))
thanks to russell and parker playing the molecules game in the lift when we were going for dance prac! russell knocked me so hard my hand hit against the railing of the lift which was so pain:((
omg and i know my turning sux! stopp telling me!:(( even when i was waiting for eve to take her salmon that day uncle peng wee was like your swimming is okay but your turning *sigghhh*:((
i'll update the photos some other day:DD and cass!! send me the pics!!
i'll miss you more than anyone:((you make my heart melt whenever you smile:DD

2007-05-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

hmm.. i believe there will be some sparks between them somehow.. okay maybe not alot but not as bad as what WT said! 1% how evil and cruel!! haha viv you should read this!:)) oh and i watched crime watch just now! a 14 years old girl got pregnant! that's like my age?!! the Philippines ppl are already here to prepare for SEA-age! they trained in sports school today!!:)))))

2007-05-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today's training was fun though i trained alone!:(( my brother left us for DISTANCE!(can you believe that?!!) As for Selena, she doesn't have SEA-age, thus leaving me and Leonard for her beloved. IN SQUADDDD!! boohoo:(( and Leonard didn't go for training today! leaving me all ALONE!
oh and some ppl ask me not to wave or look at her during training! and end up who's the one who kept on looking and waving?!haaha:))
i spotted another so called 'couple'! i think i should go learn some skills from Darren! He's super super observant!(I'm serious!) He found out who Melissa and i were talking about in just a few days!! hmm... if i got his skills and have more than 300 days in a year! i'll surely spot more than 10 couples!(okay only *maybe* if there is, a dependent variable!?) yeahh and i'll find out how YT and VIV is doing by just going out with them for a few times!:*) okay it's about time to do MATH! and sleep! results day tmr!!

2007-04-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

the random pics we took on the night we were RANDOM!:)

Jiao Lian posed for us!!
and me the EXTRA!! it's so obvious!

2007-04-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

THE "THING" WHOOOOOOOOOO

came back from Asean cup on monday and i was freaking tired thanks to Kimberlyn! lots of scandals!! haha thats the BEST part

of the trip. *the ultimate irritator*

urgh i hate darran! he's so observant, smart and damn fast! omg i cant believe it!

the 'AACCKK"gang

UUURRGGHH.AACCKKK.HAHAHA

2007-03-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

omg! how bad can my lfe get??!! first, bad times for NAG. then now- someone stole my favorite wallet! my EZlink, SSC card, Pri sch pass, activity card, EMILY the strange badge!!, and..
ok whatever. to the person who took it. whether you know me or not, like me or hate me, whatever, if you're reading this or not, don't you feel guilty?!! like what ms ong said if you have financial difficulties, you can tell the teachers, i'm sure they will help. and do YOU know how it feels like to lose something you like very much?!
ok since it's gone it's gone.. haha on news tonight (channel 5) they reported wrongly!! they said tao li got 7th for 50 freestyle.. then i was like huh?! and they showed the Asian games part where she was swimming FLY!!

2007-03-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

aaaaahhhhhh!! shyt NAG was HORRID!! no PBs, ok maybe except for 50m breast- but it was like 0.1?!! oh at least i met Sherlynn Teo there!! *how dare she quit swimming!!* haha my DARLING girlfriend only trains once a week now! can you believe it? she's in to tennis, when she actually won me for breaststroke last time??!!
to my BELOVED DARLING SHER- you better join all the competitions! and keep your mouth ZIP!! do you feel honored?!! your big name is HERE! SHERLYNN TEO SU YUN sorry closest to PINK.
*I'm used to liking you secretly, but i don't want it to stay this way.

2007-02-26T04:24:00.000-08:00

An interesting fact discovered by Sarah Lai. Miss Lin looks like Mei Tian!

haha..hana kimi is really nice!! and that's yan lin's MSN personal message.. and it's true! especially their hair! IDENTICAL!!

2007-02-13T06:52:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's day!
is it wrong to love someone?
living in my dreams would be my option. at least i would be happier.
single with no dates on valentine's day- this would never happen in my dreams.
if only you could be mine for one day.
i lovvee youu.

2007-02-13T06:46:00.000-08:00

noooo! NOT AGAIN! CHRISTABEL! I'm so not gonna talk to you anymore! 1st is Tammie now, you. how can you bear to leave us??? man, "everyone" seems to be leaving.. Why cant we jjust go back to Toa Payoh?! then, Tammie and Christabel won't leave! and i won't be swimming alone!

2007-02-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

TAMMIE TEO! how could you ABANDON US!! ME,EVE and SELENA! you are one naughty girl.. okok. so now you're back in SSC? all the best there! I'll MISS YOU! you better train hard there or I'm so not gonna let you off!

2007-01-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

shit! ive got 2 bookings already!! under the same category!! i'm sooo dead.. i cant survive for the yearr..

2006-12-31T06:17:00.000-08:00

last post of 2006! too lazy to change skin so I'll just leave it as it is.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
13 days to my BIRTHDAY,13 days till my brother goes to NS.same date! 12TH JAN!

2006-12-04T04:52:00.000-08:00

yay.. leaving for china on thur night cant wait to go for a holiday.. we're having time trail now.. hmm.. let's see did pb for 50 fly..haha.. oh and i'm gonna change my skin after i come back from my trip.. change it to the O.C!! it rocks la.. ryan,marissa,seth COHEN, SUMMER!!,luke,anna, kristen,sandy,caleb,hailey,jimmy,julie and so much more.. this is the IT SHOW.. it totally rocks especially Summer!

2006-11-22T04:45:00.000-08:00

omg.. i just wish that auntie Sandra gets to stay in sports council.. she's like the best massue!! seriously.. you can ask anyone.. pls pls pls stay!! as in i hope the petition works, and she'll get to stay..

2006-11-05T03:48:00.000-08:00

copied from Marge's blog.
rawr. yesterday was CAMP too. SO FUN! i love cable skiing! :) :) :) but my arms are aching really badly now but oh well i guess that's part of the price to pay. anyway, sarah lai (we had same shoe bag!) went first :D and she went quite far, not like me. on my first try, i just dropped after merely 6m i think. XD but later on i went like 50m k! i think MORE THAN THAT! but i died after the first turn. haha. it just PULLED you really hard. ouch. i think that was why most of our muscles (and FINGERS) were aching.

then we went to toa payoh's ntuc to buy this morning's breakfast. haha. peiqi kept complaining it was budget shit. $1 per person. :D anyway we learned to SAVE! we should have went to shop & save lah. lawl. so in the end our group bought koko crunch and milk. how pathetic. (oops) but still, it was exactly $5 (we had 5 people) and we didn't OVERSHOOT our budget! WHOO! (: and peiqi, BEGGARS DON'T WEAR GLASSES, neither do ghosts walk on land. :D haha, a day with peiqi makes you go crazy. it RHYMES! anyway our group was rather pathetic, only 5 people, compared to other groups which had about 7-8. deborah left after our breakfast shopping cause she was sick. which left us with only 4. me, selena, sarah, peiqi. you could imagine the insanity.

then there was NIGHT SURPRISE, which wasn't really a surprise. it was quite sad most of us weren't surprised. okay get off that. it was quite fun actually, all the bonding games. esp the falling one. :) we learnt to TRUST EACH OTHER! gee.

[exciting part]ohoh before that sarah, selena and i wanted to brush our teeths but it was freaking dark out there so we got isis and claire to follow us :) we went to the HAUNTEDLY scary squash court toilets. haha. actually it isn't the toilet that's scary, it's the route that you take to walk to the toilet. oh yeah, cause we sec 1s didn't know the story about the squash court toilets, claire took an initiative to tell us. and she SUDDENLY SCREAMED when she was talking halfway which FREAKED US OUT cause we thought she saw something! haha. it was really funny. in fact there was nothing at all, claire was just being paranoid. or we were.[/exciting part]

then we watched SHE'S THE MAN after that. i didn't watch it before and it was hilarious. peiqi kept laughing at wrong times. in fact she laughed the most. x) the captains were quite reluctant to play BRING IT ON after she's the man because they were afraid we couldn't wake up. but ohwell, i went to sleep after she's the man cause i couldn't stand it, i was just too sleepy, i don't know why. when everyone was being super high. chriselle slept SUPER early, if i remembered correctly. :)

we woke up at 645am in the morning. cheryl ang evil-y switched on the bright lights and blinded everyone's eyes. haha. i was awake quite before that anyway. then we had breakfast. sarah lai ate her koko crunch with a LUNCHBOX, peiqi ate with her THERMAL, selena ate with her CUP. haha i was the only one who ate with a BOWL. :D

after that was ROCKCLIMBING WHOOOOOOO! so fun. i went over the red line okay! not bad already (: (ego!) cause i never rocked climbed in my life. and the turning over thing was so hard, i was quite happy i managed to grip the yellow rock with both hands already. rachel yeo, katrina and jasmine went really HIGH UP! and when they lost grip, they just kept swinging back and forth. it looked really fun, lawl. we should have calculated the time taken for one oscillation. OOPS. x)

oh our REFLECTIONS! we were supposed to PERFORM. :D we took quite a long time to think. haha. even with THINKER joyce in our group. in the end we just changed lyrics of songs, and it was really retarded. i guess everyone was retarded anyway. i mean we're swimmers, not performers. :D

anyway camp was funfunfun. (: (: (: I LOVE SWIM CAMP 2006! like mr tee said, we should put up our comments on the swim board and let everyone be JEALOUS of our fun. bwahahahaha. we will do that soon, don't cha worry. :D by the way this was what i wrote for our comments on the camp: camp was fun, exciting and motivational! we got to bond more with our crazy and high seniors! everyone got high, yay! haha, it sounds really politically correct but it's TRUE.

2006-10-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

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2006-10-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY belated 16th BIRTHDAY SCOTT!
though i hate him, i shall be a 'nice' sister. haha..

2006-10-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

hello! this got passed on from peishan

Name 24 people at the top of your head:
1) Pei Shan
2) Eve
3) Tammie
4)Selena
5) Deborah
6) Lynette
7) Christabel
8) Ting Wen
9) Wan Ting
10) Christel
11) Marge
12) Zhen
13) Viv
14) Sher Teo
15) Sher Tan
16) Yuxi
17)Yu Tian
18) AManda Goh
19) Chriselle
20) SCott
21) Nick Ho
22) Cheryl Lee
23) Joseph
24) Nicholas Tan
QUESTION TIME.
1) Is 9 single? Wan Ting
I think so.

2) would you date 20? SCOTT
haha. yuck! :p

3) Is 17 a guy/girl? YU TIAN
definenately a guy. if not.. viv will be a les!

4) Has 15 and 2 ever dated? EVE and SHER TAN
haha.. nope. les? :)

5) Are you older/younger than 3? By exactly how many months/years? TAMMIE
younger. 3 months20 days?( I think so.)

6) Have you ever seen 7 naked? CHRISTABEL
nope.

7) Where does 19 live? CHRISELLE
hmm. erm somewhere in bukit temah?

8) When was the last time you saw 12? ZHEN
YESTERDAY!

9) Ever watched a movie with 5? DEBORAH
nope.

10) How tall is 23? Joseph
err. 150?

11) Do you love 16? YUXI
yup. definenately. xD

12) Do you go to the same school as 14? SHER TEO
nope. sad. cus she din wanna go to RG.

13) Have you ever had classes with 11? MARGE
yeah. EVERYDAY OF SCHOOL!

14) Where was 21 born? NICK HO
hmm. a hospital in Singapore?

15) Have you ever hugged 18? AMANDA GOH
haha.i cant remember.

16) What's 8's middle name? TING WEN
umm i dont think she has a middle name. xD

17) Is 13 a nice person? VIV
yuck. she's so irratating.. haha. jk

18) Would you rather 1 die, or you die?PEI SHAN
haha. neither.

19) Is 4 older than you? SELENA
nope.same age. but i'm still older.

20) Would you kiss 24? NICHOLAS TAN
haha. no thanks.

21) Have you ever swum with 16?Yuxi
Yeah. but not now. :(

22) When's 10's bday? CHRISTEL
umm. i'm not sure. sry.

23) Have you been to a party with 19 or 17? YUTIAN and CHRISELLE
erm. yu tian nope. chriselle? CSC's dinner and dance?

24) Are 22 and 24 good friends? CHERYL LEE and NICHOLAS TAN
haha. They don't even know each other.

25) Will 3 and 7 make a good couple? TAMMIE and CHRISTABEL
hmmmmmmm. im afraid not. if not there's another les couple? :p

26) Has 15 ever given you a bday present? SHER TAN
haha. yup! she gave me a billabong pencil case this yr!

27) How long have you known 13? VIVIEN
since the start of school?

28) If 5 and 19 were drowning, who'd you save? DEBORAH and CHRISELLE
haha. none. both are really great swimmers!

29) Will 2 be willing to kiss 6? EVE and LYNETTE
yup. i think they've did it before since they're sisters.

30) Pass this on to 3, 4, 7, 16, 18, 22, 23.
TAMMIE, SELENA, CHRISTABEL, YUXI, AMANDA GOH, CHERYL LEE, JOSEPH

2006-10-21T02:16:00.000-07:00

whee.. EOI's are over at last.. aft math, we- zhen, cheryl chan, yan lin, liz, viv, yu han,amanda and me went orchard.. we watched rob-b-hood. damn funny.. everyone was laughing so loudly.. we went in late, so i told cheryl to sit at any place that was empty.. haha.. and we took neoprints!! quite nice.. hmm.. and everyone is talking abt the Goong show??

2006-10-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

"STORY OF ME"
I have ever feel like breaking down
I have ever feel out of place
Like somehow I just don't belong
And no one understands me
I had ever wanna run away
I had lock myself in my room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears me screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
I should end my life..
I would rather be somebody else
I am sick of feeling so left out
I am desperate to find something more
Before my life is over
I am stuck inside a world I hate
I am sick of everyone around
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside I'm bleeding

2006-09-16T21:16:00.000-07:00

nth much happened this week.
did lit PT at Desiree's hse yesterday.. it was super fun!! did the rehersal yesterday after wastching New York Minute. which rachel allowed me and Elizabeth to watch but we MUST reherse for 20 times.. haha.. BUT.. she watched it too.. haha.. and we went 'crazy' abt the drums and electric guitar. we started playing with it. me and desiree the lousy band.. haha

2006-09-10T01:56:00.000-07:00

haha. went to Orchard yesterday. watched 2 shows- Lovewrecked and The devil wears prada(bought the book too). lovewrecked was ok but my brother hates it.. Devil wears Prada is lovely. Wish i was Anne Hathaway( Andrea?) or Meryl Streep( Miranda). haha.. what a life man! FASHION! spend soo much on clothings and everything.. haha..

2006-09-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

oh no.. i havent been posting.

last tuesday
spent the whole night changing my el pt on she"s the man. Took me 3 long hours to change it! sft doing all these hard work, i din saved it when printing and guess what, the computer hanged! luckily it could be recovered.
Saturday
haha. this was what happened aft morning training after we ran. we went walking round the pool at the start of the 2nd round, I told Eve, or is it tammie?(cant rmbr) that if u use Aloe Vera to wash ur hair, it will become very smooth..hah.
Than, Tammie the brave one, plucked 2 aloe veras? and we brought it to the toilet and used it for our hair. guess what?! our hair became smooth!haha.. the new invented shampoo by the COE TESSERS!
woah*claps* haha.

2006-08-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY

national day.. hmm.. let me see. went to watch the parade at the stadium. and supppose to walk back to club using the (back) bridge which links from all the houses to the stadium. But we (my brother and i) saw the sign Mountbatten Rd and thought its the club, so we headed that path, but found out we walked the wrong direction. ALL the way to the main road. McDonald's there! so we asked the police man if we could turn back but he was like- too bad you chose this road you have no choice but to conyinue walking. Den we were like WTH! It's like 5KM walk back! At it was already 9! We ran back as we were worried that the last order in the club was 9.30!

THURSDAY

no school. went for physio at 10am and massage at 11am. but physio ended at like what? 10.25! nth to do, so kelvin told me to reat, sleep or read. Took a 8 days mag and lay on the bed to read it. kinda comfortable.
Massage-"wanted" to kick Geok Mei (she claims) cus she was pressing on my abductors! damn funny. met Khoonnie there. After she left some lady brought this boy and said he has a massage at 12pm. But the APSC masue said that time slot was booked, den they said she cancelled and dunno wad. The slot belongs to this girl called COOKIE?! i dunno.haha. den Geok Mei was like Khoonnie la and the lady insisted it was COOKIE! Geok Mei said KHOONNIE IS KHOONNIE, COOKIE IS COOKIE. and i was laughing like mad.

2006-08-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

friday. friday was a tiring day..
training in the morning ,went to school, went for massage den physio and gym. straight after gym went for training den at 8 plus swam another 50 laps at SICC! haha but we didn't finish 50 laps. after the swim all of us went to the pool and play..
and diviya's mum swam for 12 hrs! unbelievable la.. crazy.. haha..
oh and at the gym in Sports council this guy called nick teached me how to balance.. its called a one-quarter balance or something la.. cant remember much.. and the wall squad with a ball..

2006-07-30T05:18:00.000-07:00

dunno wad to post but ppl wants me to post..
just watched Ella Enchanted.. from eve.. super nice!! read the storybook but the show is much much nicer.. really!! oh and eve lent me- Agent Cody Banks 2, The girl next door and 13 going on 30! all the nice show!haha..oh man its monday tomorrow!
and i have to go physio.. urgh.. my darn knee.. the doctor said it was RUSTY and not SMOOTH! WTH!!

2006-07-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

whee.jus changed my brace colour to orange and purple. dun match,but who cares?haha.. the dental had to do it 3 times before it was right! and i have to open my mouth for 6 mins..
The energy sucking machine really 'works' as in seriously..it does!really really true.. i'm not lying! u can ask Eve,Selena,Tammie and maybe Deborah??haha..
my brace colour looks like the font above.yupp.

*why did i let myself believe, Miracle could happen?

2006-07-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

'I love DC'

ok,i'm not living in sch nats anymore! i'm living aft sch nats.. haha.
sch nats over.sadd,no more fun.raffles got double champs!woohoo!did PBs. best thing is that i got 1st for 200 breast so unexpected..tied with Khoonnie!gosh!TIED leh!exactly the same time-2.48.02! so accurate!touch the same time.haha hope Khoonnie isn't pissed.
aft finals on wed,went for dinner at Furama. SNG went Billy Bomas,TJ went sizzler.dinner was okay but too bad Deb wasn't there,otherwise she would have fainted!i'm sure abt tt!cuz Nicholas wore a shirt which says 'I love DC 'den Joyce was like my brother loves Detention Class. den i was like no! He loves that person. oh and Lynette came.so me and sele decided to tell her abt the shirt.yup. so when she and nick was talking, me and sel went to lynette. this was whad i said-look at his shirt initials!*whisper* haha.. cant remember ald..

2006-07-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

haven't posted for such a longg time.
whee..sch nata started today!! did another PB! for 100 breast though i only omprove by 0.32.. its still a PB! and i got 3rd.. but its only heats.. i swim in B div k! so unfair! haha but it makes no diff cuz if i swim C div i'll also get 3rd.. Thursday got 200 breast.. OMG! i love finals!! my friends are coming to support!! whee so fun..haha..

2006-06-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

oh man. why must time pass so fast? its sunday alrdy.. tat means, sch starts tmr ): im so not looking forward to it.
Sg Open jus ended. did all PBs!! esp 200 breast! improve 6 secs..haha

2006-06-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

does anyone realise today is 20062006? Date: 20th Month: 06 Year: 2006.
haha.. only people like me will find out..haha

2006-06-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

oh darn! Ying Rong thinks that someone heck into my blog and deleted it! darn! now i have to re-do everything! all the scandals! GONE! Links. GONE! gawwd