Oh no! I think I screwed up English speech! Yeah I may be daring but I’m not brave! And i got stage fright!! We got miss ng too:D yeah she’s damn nice! When we stood up to greet her, she went-“you don’t have to greet me. Just say hi.” What a nice and friendly teacher huh? At least she wasn’t one of those scary teachers. Imagine if she asks me a question and I just stand there?!! She makes me feel as if I’m talking to a friend:) I think my answer was damn swimmer-like or something. At the end, she was like- ‘are you a swimmer?’ haha at least my questions were much easier than lin’s! And Juliet’s the PRO! I swear, never in my whole life will I be able to speak like her! Prefect.. haha.

Can’t you just back off?

I keep hoping it will all just...go away.
But it won’t. It doesn’t. When I close my eyes and go to sleep, I keep hoping that when I open them again, it will have been a terrible nightmare.
Only it never is. Everytime I wake up, my heart is still bleeding terribly, and we’re still...

Seeing you totally exhausted me.
Just living exhausts me.
Maybe this time, when I wake up, it really will all turn out to be a bad dream.